Today I woke up with a headache and one plugged up nostril making it hard to believe. I read something about love for the one and walking away. It made me think about things. How did that happen and how far I've come from that person. I did love her I thought she was the one for me too bad I was the one of many that she strung along. Lots of mixed confused feelings I've never felt before. The time together was like trying to get a fix like an addiction that could never get enough of.
Some days we were close other days complete strangers. Never said how I felt but when I did it was already too late. Things were bad and ruined to the point of no return. How that burned deep down within my whole being. Lost in the crowds not just another face part of me fades away. The time has come keep walking and stay away No going back. Over come the lies and see through the act. Those emotions fade till the next comes if it's possible to love again.  The warm within trying not to burn out