Timid to rap
To lap up the offers at your lap
Sinning at the alter
Trapped in faults, saunter around
Drugs polevault me, lapse
Into an aloof stupid goof
Sad I cant act my mindtrack
With tact, the passion enacted
Then retracted
Feel the lacks in my step
Lackidascial trap
Unable to unwrap myself
From the anxiety
Depression saps the present
Destroys my effervescent
I don't know how to cope
But wrapping myself in comatoast
Copastetic roasts, 6 drug cocktail
More most of the time until time I
Can't tell. More than a month gone by
and here I am still moving like a snail
in the emotional realm
You're a wildfire burning with salt
On a flattop grill, feel like a slab of
meat, butchered and killed
Want you to wrap your fingers around my neck until I can't feel my breath
Scratches on me but I can't feel
Drugs got me numb
Thinking they will heal