Crawling through the depths of the shadows
To places I don’t belong
Under the debris beneath the ***** is a place for me
Securing myself with my arms
Blood that traces my lips
The horrific taste of metal lingers and dances on my hips
Pieces of shrapnel inside my veins
Forcing the strain to explode
At last it’s a quick fix
I relax my bones until my bones can breathe
Lay down with my emotions into the haze
With droplets of dew upon my skull
There is no sensibility of this wreck
Catastrophic solitude fits me the best
Despair is my favorite dress
I wear it all too well
Desolation with metal traces of you
Hands shake ,heart battered and blue
On that morning eve
As my skin turned gray
Eyes that are vacant wasted away
No longer to survive the internal force has dried
I only know why