I was lost in a cold, dark place wandering around, never quite sure of anything or anyone.
  Then he came into my life so unexpectedly,
making me question everything I felt.
  With him came so much light in my life,
like the sun coming out after a rainy day.
  I tried to pull away and stay unattached;
the only way I know how to protect myself.
  I was so afraid of getting hurt I almost missed out,
but he pushed his way through all my walls.
  With every smile, kiss, and sweet word, I fell deeper,
until there was no denying the truth.
  I didn't know how deep I was in until it was too late.
  Now he's all I think about and everything I want.
  I tell my heart to stop needing him so much,
but the time to not care has passed.
  He's already ingrained in every part of me,
and I need him as much I do my next breath.
  I'm scared to death he'll leave like everyone else,
but I can't help but come alive with his every touch.
  Deep down I know I don't deserve his love,
but I'll take it as long as he gives it.
  I'm in way over my head and I savor every moment of it,
because ******* this boy is my happiness.
  I love him.