As I sit in the gym My water bottle is full of tears Thinking of her and my body is in all gears As I sweat it only comes out of my eyes My body it burns with the beat of the workout But my my heart beats for her not the reps My head is realing even though I am out of steps. I can't sleep at night I hardly eat I love her so much and I still compete I wish I knew what was on her mind If she even thinks of me I am so out of whack I don't even act the same She doesn't even know that this is not a game One last time I will try to make her see That living without her is killing me So tonight. I will try to get some sleep Alone once again and Every night I will weep