i hate myself so much right now.
i just long to be good enough for someone...
anyone..
good enough for me.


i do not know what to do anymore im to the poing of collapsing.



please help me up,
help me out.
just help me.




I dont want to bother you with my sorry life anymore
youve done so much already...

im sorry that im so messed up and so broken

so destroyed..

i cant fix myself how can i expect you to fix me.
do i even want to be fixed?

does this suffering end?