My inner state is awful i bleed from my soul I' m doubtful and it goes on sure it bothers i am in that nothingless which has no name a state of brain torture who knows when it ends see people dying daily injustice as it were a norm that is the cause of my troubles that's an absurd world while i'm incapable to react against that state of events makes my life awful to death that's an absurdity to live in such an awful world