My biggest mistake To stop writing while presenting To draw not representing Repressing music inundated With the light softened by glow Not here too often Too often in another worldly flow Too depressing Not fully accepting Hate in myself defining Nothing I have is mine n Nothing I have is mine Dissection of thoughtlines possession of self dying I need my ego And if I said I didn't I was lying Ressurection of self riding On two sphinx wings flying Read these words whilst dying