I remember
Those many nights
Where I would just sit on the floor
And look up at the ceiling
My body would be cold to the touch
I was alone and lonely
Sitting in the dark
Tears slowly dripping
Down the side of my cheek

I remember
How empty I felt
And how life seemed to be pointless
How much pain and anger I kept inside
How in those moments
The only I thing I would wish for
Was to be dead

I remember that you weren't there for me

I remember how alone I was and how much I needed you

I remember