So I'm supposed to be a grown up now and do grown up things, Like pay bills and actually go to the gym to do more than look at cute guys. And I am supposed to find a place to live on my own, Where I will do groceries and cook meals, healthy meals that are not craft dinner out of the ***. And I'm going to have to clean everything by myself, I guess I need to buy cleaning supplies, like a vacuum and toilet cleaner and windex. And I will work, go to a job everyday, But it can't just be any job, it has to be something I love because I don't want to be one of those people who hates their job. And now that I am a grown up I will watch the news, And shake my head at the politicians and vote. And my room will always be super organized, With little boxes for everything and dressers I bought and assembled myself from IKEA. That's right, I assembled them myself. I may have had to borrow my Dad's tool box but I did it myself. That's another thing I need to, buy a tool box. All of these things need to be done now because I am a grown up. But how am I supposed to be a grown up when I still feel like a kid?