The uniformity startles me I walk in and out of my head As I hear you talking, Saying these terrible things I could almost believe That I was in a nightmare As I ran, I realised it wasn't The memories of the past few moments Ran ahead of me, comprehension Not dawning, until someone Caught me, made me sit, Made me revisit my reasons For running like a mad woman With that look in my eye Running tears down my cheeks Didn't wake me up I gasped, short of breath The realisation slapping me Across the face