I'm sorry if I was selfish
that I never noticed that you were having a hard time
you've told me multiple times that you'd never leave
that we'll be together through thick and thin
some thought that we were young and naive
that we didn't know what we were doing
but I was sure that we both did know
you understood my problems and tried to fix me
but I never entertained the fact that you were doing everything to fix me and help me, but never gave time for yourself
I know I was selfish
and I apologize for being like that
now that you left me
It seems like there's no chance of fixing this
they said you're now happy,  and that you're okay
I'm happy for you
but it's still hard
it really is
here I am
talking and thinking about things I should've said before you left
these Unspoken words of mine.