visions of you
an endless loop
still left to conquer
and i wonder
if these visions are
premonitions or
if they are just
dreams made of
broken
memories
my soul remains  
trapped in what
could have been
time passes when
i dull the pain with
caffeine and
routine
imagining your
gentle hands they
touch me and i'm
yours forever again
but
i open my eyes
and i'm blinded by
the emptiness
an empty nest  
today begins with
exercise
another sunrise
reminds me
that i'm
forever
without you
all over again