Stop smiling at me
Stop sitting next to me
Stop winking at me
Stop flirting with me
I can’t focus
My head is spinning with thoughts of you
School is hell
My work is piling up, your voice on repeat in my ears
Why can’t I ignore you?
Why can’t I **** the butterflies that flit in my stomach when you glance in my direction?
No matter how desperately I swat at them
They only grow larger
Choking out my voice
Strangling any breath I have left when I see you
I ****** my butterfly net to destroy these feelings
But theres a hole in it
And the abominable creatures just fly right through
Spreading emotion through my being
The world seems almost… brighter?
How can some dumb guy bring me so much joy?
I look like a fool
Giggling
Playing with my hair?!
that never used to happen before…
If this if what they call a “crush” I want no part of it
But I guess I don’t really have a choice, do I?