I am alive with the feeling of phantom sensation anticipation of the moment foreshadowed, forewarned it has been foretold that this is the first day of the rest of my life.
I know it, and yet I fear; I feel it, and yet I still can’t breathe can’t stand nails drawing blood from the back of my hand.
It would have taken less strength to forget you, but I don’t want to.
Just when I thought this life was ending, I came to realize it's only just begun.