My world is dark and cold Before my very eyes things getting very old I ask when will the sun ever shine I know she is there and she is mine As these tears fall from my eyes Like a torrid rain falling from the skies This pain that I hold deep inside Its going to **** me just like the demons I once tried to hide My heart feels as it's been ripped from my chest..and even though it was done with my own hands I wish we could sit and talk so she understands Until then the sun it never shines And my heart that once was beating so proudly with love Will dance once again with sweet sound of that heavenly beat But right now there is no sound no movement all is still So the moment comes when I am tested to see the strength of my will The tears they fall the heart is silent and clouds have overtaken the skies Very soon it will happen again and the eagle will spread his wings then hears that sound of the beat of my heart and in the air he flies.