He sat in his room looked out the window for inspiration to write. He felt like he didn't belong rejected and denied by those he loved. He thought about his family. He felt he was adopted not like the rest. He grew up with tough love meaning he would have deny himself or be someone he wasn't to be accepted. He meant to be a leader not a follower. His sibling joked being rude mistaken for humor, but he was responsible and respectful. He would remain calm because they wanted to get a rise out of him. He know if he spoke returned a gesture he would be heckled. He would walk away focused on his life not bothering with anyone unless they were supportive and encouraged him that was hard to find. He stayed motivated and working hard even if his efforts did go unnoticed.