second thoughts, or maybe thirds chasing the loops in indecision tracing pendulums of heart hopes & just a little bit of dissatisfaction please be angry with me i'm not angry with myself, i'm chasing my dreams and maybe the stars are saying, no don't align, or maybe i'm asking them not to under my breath, in between heartbeats where no one can hear these words because they're my own, they're secret a little consecrated promise to myself i swallowed your affection like medicine you did heal me, a little now let me heal myself, be patient i swear it, i will never lose your love
a little bit bittersweet, a little bit grateful dead