I don't have perfect hair I'm not 6'2 & 190 pounds I don't have bright teeth or a six pack my eyes don't shine through a darkened room and I'm far from photogenic I forget more things than I remember I have no special skills or discernable talents my skin is pale and full of holes scars and ink I feel uncomfortable out of place & awkward in almost almost all social situations I'm slightly paranoid & always afraid someone somewhere is judging me I rarely get anything on the first try & I often lose faith before I accomplish what I've set out to do I'm my own toughest critic & believe that I'm average at best if even that I may not be all that I'm supposed to be but I might be everything you may never find in someone else so with all of my flaws faults & shortcomings of which there are many my heart still beats and I can still manage to love you all the same