He was there with me, now he's there with her. Or him, them, maybe all alone.
He makes things better by slipping endorphins and stimulants of all different shades down his little-boy throat.
He used to tickle my sides and put kisses on my shell, that held my cerebellum in all nice and snug.
We would go no where; Never get anything done. We would make small talk about growing up.
I would think about him and think that he wasn't enough. He was nice and gave me all that he had got.
All of the lonesomeness, all of the sad, all of the mad crept about. Past my hazel irises and began to erupt, mushing out.
Out of my ears, my pores, some right out of my mouth. That day in March my hypothalamus flip-flopped and resigned from its job.
The boy who was there fell right out of touch. An automatic reflex kicked in quicker than a frog catching a bug.
My legs lay criss-crossed and bony, unshaven as I picture him picturing his old best friend, who he left and lost.
He day dreams of being aged and playing Go Fish. Crackling at me to draw, I grab his prune-textured hand. In real life he starts to cry.
He sets down his room temperature can of Mountain Dew. Grabs a couple of different colored pills and goes out to party in attempt to help him not remember.