she looks at the books on her bookshelf and begins to cry as every book represents one of her unfulfilled desires
she wanted to travel but did not have time she loves the idea of cooking but hates her kitchen she likes gardening but lives in a flat she dreams of being an artist but does not have courage she yearns to be happy but can never achieve it
the books on her bookshelf tell a story of failure of a life wasted and dreams not lived she therefore decides to throw out the books and begin afresh