He broke me and
i choose to still feel broken
I broke him and
he will forever blame me
for the pain that he feels
despite how many times
i would have told him I am
sorry
I am scared of boys and what
they can do when I don't make
everything abundantly clear about myself
My no's are too silent and too weak
everything I do is taken as a go,
go for it,
when i'm really saying otherwise
But I like to feel loved, and wanted
and everything beneath the sun, dirt
trees, water, water especially
i'm not agressive, I'm not these things
they think I am but
sometimes i gain
too much velocity
I don't want to skin
my knees to stop
no, not again.