There are days when I forget Misremember Wander Lost in a cacophony Of bruising thoughts and jagged Tumultuous Phrases Rising from my mind like rocks To break skin and Snap bone Words that are leveled at me By my own lips Or yours Words that settled on my heart Crooked and cruel Scarring Lurking there always even When I know most Are lies So I have written new words On my body My skin Bears marks In permanent pain and ink Indelible Phrases To turn to when I forget Misremember My name The ways in which I am good Worthy of love Desired Courageous and deserving.
Mixed feelings about this one, I've never shared a first draft before but I'm feeling the need to express myself today with an anxiety inducing work trip approaching. Hope y'all like it. EDIT: V.2.0 I don't love the last part, I'll probably keep working on it on and off.