leave
i don't want you anymore
actually, thats a lie
i need you more than anything
you are constantly in my head
but you're screaming
why?
why are you yelling at me?
what did i do?
all i've done is be there for you
let you use me at your disposal
maybe thats why you're pounding on my brain
because i'm beginning to realize that
you're toxic
like ******
so addicting
its always "just one more hit"
but i'm quitting you
and the withdrawals are slowly killing me
i keep wanting to wander back to you
but i can't
i won't let myself
because you're only using me for your own pleasure
you **** me dry
take all i have to offer and leave me empty
cold and depressed on the hard floor
convincing myself that i've done something wrong
but you're the villain in this story, not me
so i'm pulling the **** needle out of my arm
cleansing you from my veins
laughing through the pain
feeling every drop of you leave me in a slow drain
because i'm done with you
so go away