I won't call, so I can once more fall
I'll just write these words, and pretend you saw, them
I'll pretend, pretend to be zen
Even though I must harbor the thought that I may never see such a beautiful soul again

All this pain, simply from words left unsaid
Or is it just all in my head?
Just to lay in bed, feel that warmth, nuzzled head to head

Why is it the same part of this song that makes my heart re-shatter every time I hear it?
Why can't I stop playing it?
WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND IT?