The rain falling softly over the plains Washing away my tears and pain The clouds form a darkness over me I scream into the silence But no one hears me Dancing in the shadows Avoiding everything When did I become This girl that isn’t me No longer do I laugh or sing My smile has long since faded from me I long for the days of rainbows rays And blue skies where sun lies But there is nothing for me I long for the days when I would run In the rain just for fun Instead of using the rain to mask my pain Dancing in the shadows Avoiding everything This girl I am is really not me