my hands are shaking
why are they shaking?
why do they do this all the time?
it feels like they're not my own
why do i tremble like it's still december?
what is it that's dwelling in the back of my mind
pulling on my nerves like puppet strings?
my entire body shudders
is my blood really that cold?
i'm like an amateur tightrope walker
am i that unstable?
whatever it is that's holding me together
is starting to come undone