Im so sorry.
I was a militant Christian.
With honest intentions
Of delivering friends
From the folliez of youth which lead to depression.

we just wanna be free from reproof or suggestion from another man as we give our best effort to a life of perfection in our opinion with what we have been given.

& now i see that in a way, my friends were the ones saving me. They would say things like "Lerch take it easy man." & "You could learn from it but dont go crazy"

On campus at college i was trippin i got the chance to walk amongst salicious  cuties but i thought it best to convince em with scriptures because i thought their behavior could lead them to daner.

& now i $ee that i excluded myself from awesome adventures  
& i read the book too much
But thankfully it has taught me much
& it has left a bright shiny stain on my soul

I cant read it anymore. But i always notice when its around.
& i think i see signs sometimes.
Somtimes their so obvious ya cant deny em. But isn't all in your mind?

So many times i imagine God coming out of the sky. Will he ever come? Ah shadap & Get a job ya ***. If he comes at least he'll find you working ya ***.

Aw yeah just pray every morning & every night before bed, Aha. & when you eat too. That'll make you feel better. Give great thanks. & maybe your god wont be so mad at you when he comes out of the sky.