A second sin to align my mind,
For my dignity plays my strings,
I hold my heart in a clenched fist,
And breathe a cold hot flame,
With no bitterness in throw,
For though I may be broken,
Or I may be proud,
I have tried my best,
And to me that's all that matters.

So we had our moments true,
We had a few times where we were,
You acted in a manner,
That you were not proud of,
If then I was a better man,
I would've let you be,
But my curiosity held me fast.

I'm not the perfect guy,
I am not who I'd like to be,
But I'm spending each day,
Trying to better myself,
Trying to be the best that I can be.

So I accept your choice,
Your rejection of me,
And your pursuit of happiness,
And your judgement of me,
If you think I'm wrong,
If you think I'm tainted,
If you think all you do,
Then I all leave it to you,
For your thoughts are yours,
And I must live besides.

I apologise for being a flame,
For being chaos in your life,
For my choices that burned,
In part done in bitterness,
For it felt like I was cast away,
And still then I given like I didn't matter.

We are what we are,
And we have made our choices,
And so we will live with them,
I will hope no more,
For even I know,
When hope is fleeting


So I bid adieu,
To a time well spent,
And I will keep my memories of you.
For if we were meant to be,
Then I wouldn't scream my love so long,
And spend my nights broken.