I hate how much I weigh

I hate the way I look

I hate the way I feel sick after I eat but still give into the hunger anyway

I hate how I push people away

I hate how no one sees me worth enough for them to stay

I hate how I always give people a million reasons to walk away

I hate my scars

I hate that I always fake a smile

I hate that I always fake a laugh

I hate how easily everyone walks away

I hate my past

I hate change

I hate pretending I don't hate things

I hate how you ignore my tears

I hate how you discard my fears

I hate how you always forget important things

I hate how you pretend nothing happened

I hate overthinking

I hate a lot of things but most of all I hate myself
And I'm tired of being this way

I'm tired of crying

I'm tired of trying

I'm tired of lying

I'm tired of being tired

I'm tired of your lies

I'm tired of hearing goodbye

I'm tired of feeling worthless

I'm tired of feeling pathetic

I'm tired of feeling unwanted

I'm tired of not being strong enough

I'm tired of hating that I'm tired