I’d call you But what for? We haven’t talked for this long I’m sure a bruise wouldn’t conjure a couple of days more But to settle the score If any at all were taken It’s been different without you A different state and My heart has been telling my body to find you But my mind has been saying “I’m better without you” It’s been a constant battle trying to keep you abay But knowing I’ve been comforted by the fact You haven’t fought for me to stay All the more reasons To keep trekking ahead All the more reasons To forget the words you once said Spoken nothings hoisted through my memories Nothing lost, nothing gained But why do I still not feel free? You’re not here, but you trap me in your ways You didn’t acknowledge my existence Even when I was in front of your face But that’s all good It’s fine, it’s okay It was all in my head All made up anyway