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Kristiana Jun 2013
The many paths of Life offer
Each of us a different tour
On journeys, at the same times
Each living our walk through our own minds

As I sit worried that my boys
Will have to soon play with war's toys
Others I see live in love's grasp
Stepping into wedded bliss at last

People becoming moms and dads
Others crying they've lost all they had
Children in slums dancing to
Their little drums made of buckets, who

Don't know where their next meal's from
Still others live high lives upon
Their own mountains in castles
The rest of us only dream of

A father buries his child today
A daughter sends her mother away
To be tended to by others
A teen stops a bully from another

Attack on an unsuspecting foe
The teacher wrings her hands and shows
Emotion she'll be criticized for
As she receives a pink slip out the door

Caring for the children of
Moms and dads who work, not love
Mom and dad scream their frustrations
At each other over admonitions

From their broken children who
Will probably end up like them, too
As the circle of life goes
We are born into the dark throes

Of whatever our fate is here
As we must learn year over year
Who we are as compared to others
Finding our ways through this life's doors

To a state of mind, not place
As we cannot hide from our own face
That stares back at us in mirrors
Holding the eyes of our souls' terrors

So in a sky full of countless stars
What does it matter where we are
Our problems seem so small
When we consider other's plights, all

Dwarf our own despair as the
Arc of Life does guarantee
We will walk on other's paths
And never see the Footprints that

Show up beside our every step
It is we who won't accept
That we are held up in our lives
By Angels who keep step with our stride

Are we so consumed by selfishness
That we won't accept God's promise
To never give us more than we can bear
Trusting beside us He's always there

How hard life is speaks of our minds
If we don't surrender in kind
Of how we think things should always be
Not having faith that He loves each

Of His children, He does not give
Us the torment we Choose to live
He is only by us to balance
Our faltered steps when we chance

To break out of ourselves as we
See others live more miserably
He placed us there so we can see
We've so much to treasure gratefully

My grandmother said "In hard times,
Don't look up in dark envy,
Shield your eyes from coveting
What others have that's inviting

Always look down and you will find
Others who need you to mind
Their deeper losses, as you'll see
Life isn't so bad for thee"

So each time I start to cry
About the problems in my life
I remember Great-Anna's words
My consciousness seeks other worlds

In which I'll find another who
Needs me to hold them up, too
For who said God's Angels aren't we
The ones who He sent to set others free

Yes, we'll always need a hand
Up on the ladder to His Eden
But if we haven't reached behind us
To hold another's hand as we climb up

We'll only go as far as we
Helped another up gracefully
As we are here to be Light to
Others in darkness who need us, too

We are His gentle hand offered
To touch others in devoted Love
For without us, Who is God
Does He exist without Us
Kristiana May 2013
Hold back the Veil for me a time
Allow me a moment on the Vine
Of Life's Sweet Fruit grown ripe for me
The Spirit of One, Eternally
Kristiana May 2013
From the Springs Eternal
The Spheres did sing
The Hues would ring
The Melodies paintings
Kristiana Apr 2013
On my darkest, most lonely night
After hours of the saddest tears I'd cried
I'd begged of heaven to answer my pain
To ease my sorrows or let me die

There was a full moon above mountain cliffs
Endless empty roads I drove
Through my tears I traveled in circles
As with my pain I'd no where to go

Then in a bright flash in my mind
A Lady appeared in front of me
I only saw Her flowing white robes
And a Blue sash cover Her crown heavenly

The kindest gaze I'd ever known
Showed me the loving care in Her eyes
Her arms outstretched to welcome me
Into the fold of Her warmth and smile

Her presence begged my heart to let go
To release my mountain of ache to Her
Allow Her to simply rock me gently
Feel Her love wrap me as would a Mother

I don't recall the road I drove on
Or how my car stayed between the lines
I was so enraptured by Her
To all else I wanted to stay blind

I no longer felt my age
I was as a babe again
Never wanting to leave Her embrace
Never wanting to feel alone again

Once Her majestic presence passed from me
My tears had dried and I felt so free
Only needing to stay awake to go home
Carrying with me Her love, Most Holy

I wondered if I'd see Her again
And She didn't disappoint me
As everywhere I looked thereafter
Blue Orbs of Her Love showed up frequently

Could I trust what happened to me
Had I gone insane or mad
I truly thought it mattered not
As tucked deep in my heart Her dear grace I had

Blessed Mother of The Holy Word
Now I see She visits often
All of Her cherished children everywhere
She blesses, smiles, begs us to repent

She prays for us that we will be strong
Live forgiveness in each soul we pardon
For only loving one another so
Can She count us in Her Sacred Garden
Kristiana Apr 2013
Every time we meet someone
Of like mind, hobbies, what if's
We find we start to fall in love
As we project on them our gifts

I love you's and My dear friend
Fall loosely from our eager hearts
Until the onion is peeled back
And we see in them our faults

Then as fast as we ran into
A friendship or a coupling
We find ourselves backing out of
All promises we were making

We fall first, question later
Why someone else again fell shy
Of the picture we carry in
Our hearts of those we wish were nigh

Idealized romantic flights
Take our minds onto the shores
Of another's precious life
And into their heart's corridors

And once there we find ourselves
In the carnival's mirrored maze
Everywhere we look we find
Another image of our own face

Once we're freed of one glass maze
We are left alone once again
Gliding through life in search of
Our hearts in other loves and friends
Kristiana Apr 2013
With each sunrise and each nights fall
We are born and die again
As with another Dawn to be
Risen, we new women and men  

Each night when we fall into dreams
It is a form of death we find
Ourselves are off to other realms
Whisking through the Dreamer's Mind

Then with each new Dawn we wake
Back into this reality
Wishing we'd slept just one more hour
To fly among the Eagle's fields

I'm not afraid to fall asleep at night
So why do I fear the day
When it is my soul decides
It's time for me to go away

A life lived in constant fear
Of what kind of death we'll meet
Is no Life at all, no cheer
Why bother waking up from the

Dreams we trust will return us
Back to our world of light and dust
Why do we not understand
Each death is a rebirth for us

As we know we'll wake from the
Nightmares that make us writhe at night
Why don't we trust to be gently
Placed in a new Dawn of Light  

How many times are we all told
When it is death will find us
Our Spirits will have already soared
Reborn in Surrender and Trust
Kristiana Apr 2013
I'm learning, Lord, please  be patient
I know I have prayed countless times
For forgiveness and repentance
Yet I keep falling to my mind

Help me, Lord, to see that you
Are forever by my side
The journey through this darkest night
Begs that I pray for your Light

I know I fall short often, Lord
But love me anyway?
Don't ever give up on me
As I'm but a child led astray

Yes there is grey hair on my head
And lines upon my face that say
I should be older, wiser now
But I'm More of a child today

Life's hard lessons have worn down
The thickest walls around my heart
Bearing to this crueler world
I am but a babe at its start

So hold me up, tight, and so near
I cannot walk this world alone
Please help me take my first steps to
Sit beside you at your Throne

Yes my ego made me believe
I need nothing and no one
But I now know I was so wrong
And beg you not leave me alone

I admit I know nothing
Yet crave to Feel Your precious love
Please take my hand and walk me to
The God I was I was created of

I'll be Your pen, Your truest heart
I've given up on defining
Myself by lies of this world
It's in You I've found everything

Let me rest now for a while
Walk through my dreams of finding Thee
Still walking in glades of Eden
I'll join you in Eternity

Prepare for me a place at your feet
I give You me willingly
I've much to learn if I hope to
Be worthy of Your forgiving
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