i love you. 2. that scares me. 3. more than the apocalypse. 4. or student loans. 5. i think you love me too. 6. which scares me even more, because 7. for the first time in my life, 8. we both have the same amount of kindling in our campfire chests. 9. i want to help you clean, because 10. your apartment is a pig sty. 11. but i wouldn't want to do household chores with anybody else, 12. and i know you're trying. 13. we both are. 14. trust me, 15. i know the feeling of cemented lungs, 16. too heavy to lift yourself out of bed, 17. but i sit up. 18. you have strengthened my back. 19. i hope i have strengthened yours. 20. i love your hawaiian dad shirts. 21. i think they're endearing. 22. i want to be next to you, always, and 23. even *** doesn't feel close enough. 24. if you were a haunted house, 25. i'd be the ghost that never leaves. 26. the homeowners would pull out the sage 27. but i love the smell. 28. i'd be a kind ghost. 29. i'd do the dishes. 30. as long as i can remain in your eaves.