I'm torn between what I want and what I need to do I'm torn between allowing myself to feel something for someone or spending a lifetime not admitting it I'm torn between my distant country and the new city that I live in And all these things that I can't control are making me go mad This uncertainty is killing me I'm tired of all this mess This modern world is nothing but a series of routines that are repeated Like a tv show that you're not able to stop watching Full of silences in the metro when you can't stop thinking about every single thing