It isn't up to me if things should Go smoothly, there are powers To be that decide that. A lot of Times things don't go my way And I have to stop and really To be honest think of the other Person because I'm not the Center of the universe and There are hell of a lot of people That are hurting just like me. I should consider their feelings Instead of thinking what's in it For me. I am far from being Perfect at it or even good for That matter. I try and that's all I can say. I try when I get out Of my own way and quit being So **** selfish.