My father never laid his hand on me.... Not with a slap on the face, and not with a pat on the back.
My father doesnβt yell at me. In fact, the only time in which I get to hear his voice is when we have small talk every couple of days.
My father never broke my heart. I do not think he is aware that we are anatomally wired to have hearts. Perhaps, his liver pumps his blood and perhaps, he thinks my kindney pumps my blood.
I saw my fatherβs blood on the bathroom tile after him coughing in there for two hours straight. I pretended I saw nothing. I wonder if he too pretends he doesnβt see me bleeding myself to sleep every night.