and everyone on ****** is beautiful until their not and by then it's too late their already dead
The art was already there
in their blood in the sound of their heartbeat in the canvas bleeding out the visions of their pain in the strings of their guitars screaming out their despair in the late hours
of rehearsal
of creating
of dreaming
It never came from the needle or the poison or the high and it's so easy to get lost up there where nothing is wrong above the clouds free of the human misery that sobriety so often swims in
who wouldn't want to get hooked above the world just watching everything spin spectacularly out of control without any of the pain or worry of the difference between whats wrong or right or the longing eyes of the homeless or the desperate pleas of the hungry or the roaring booms of war or the ****** hands of mans sickening greed
and when the devil has such a warm smile and kind eyes and promises of everything that feels good about feeling good who the **** would want to come back down to the hell we've made of living on earth
as normalcy is the complicity of turning a blind eye to anyone ugly with suffering including our own reflections
and if that's the price of addiction why do the math if the answer is finding a cure to feeling good and being chained to gravity and the ground when it's easier to reach up and swim in the flames of the sun and dance to the sound of Lou Reed singing from the moon
about perfect days
and rock and roll
and dancing with someone who just might be Jesus's son
but then I remember that **** kills people
Beautiful people
and everyone is beautiful until their not and by then it's too late and their already dead