I had to take this survey
today at school.
And it asked me
how I wanted to
improve myself.

             So,
I've been thinking about that
   all day.

I'm tired of being forgotten
and abandoned;
nobody likes being picked last.

I want to be someones
primary choice.
Their number one.

         I have never experienced that,
                                       ya know?

I hope that some day
there will be someone out there
that is compelled
to experience me.

I want someone to have feelings towards me
like I will always have feelings towards you.