If lose Don’t ever forget I loved you. If I lose Don’t ever forget I was true to you. If I lose Don’t ever forget how many times I forgiven you. If I lose It was not a choice . It was a progression caused by your constant lying & neglecting. If I lose Know I do care. My love will be buried deep By drugs & soon a tomb will lay There as well. If I lose Please know I did not want to. That life isn’t pleasant. No matter how I may appear I’m ****** suffering. If I lose Please understand. I tried my best to stand