I just want to Intoxicate My Self. With lots of drugs. Right now, In this moment I just want to get ****** up. Drink lean, Smoke ****. Feel slump and Hazey. Sniff coke , Smoke G. Right after . Chew A Cap & A thizz . Just ****** go all out there. Right now In this moment ? I just want to get intoxicated. Escape my reality Mix up all hard drugs In my veins. Yeah, Iām tired. I hate breathing everyday. Yes , Drugs. Not to feel high . To feel nothing but numb. A crazy flow of different substances. I want to be taken off this earth.