when I was developed inside my mom's womb, I waited for 9 months.
The day I was born, I couldn't see how beautiful my mom is
but her voice said so, It made me stop crying.
after I did, I heard everyone's chuckles,
I waited for weeks, I opened my eyes,
I saw both hazel brown eyes looking at mines'
I wanted to compliment them, but couldn't speak
I waited months after so, I always say momo or dada
now three winters passed, I started to walk
luckily I didn't trip over, cause I run as fast as I  see my loved ones,
my childhood passed,
Teenager year..well that had been difficult,
I remember being bullied just because a popular group hated me,
so as it trend like ripped jeans as they all wore, and hated me
but the patience, temptations, and every hard thing to control triggered me to fight back,
but that never solved anything so I waited more
after eight years of waiting I graduated
in my early twenties, I saw you
now the world didn't stop, but myself did
****, never had I felt this before,
its very unusual that is something I haven't felt before,
never had I thought that I would love something more than myself and shockingly more than my parents,
after several attempts of asking you out,
how I wish that I could just write it down,
fortunately, I did, and you said "yes".
that was the moment that I could say in I'm The happiest,
I look at the blue sky with the shade of pink, orange, and white
and said, "God, I owe you ".
I waited years for courage, then finally!
we got married, remember I cried?
love, I was so overwhelmed,
we settled down, had two beautiful daughters,
for a moment there, I thought my journey would end with you,
the day that wasn't the happiest is the day I remember the most,
and that was the day I lost you.
but I have to continue for these two
which frankly reminds me of you
cause love I waited so long,
now with them, I won't be afraid to live alone,
for you, I'll wait more,
in a lifetime and forever more.

-ks.