I find my way during this insanity Heave my soiled bones Why do you hold me under every time I try and resurface? Is it that hard for you to see me appear? Heartless and insensible I carve you out of my mind Out of my skull with the edge of your dull spirit Why donβt you do the same? Move forward forget all the lies I have nothing left for you It is what use to be but nothing remains Time has moved and so have I I refuse to be swallowed by your insecurities I have lived so long in the bottom of you Hiding the way I felt to appease you To pacify your own fears Your misery has become my healing Nothing left but a bruise