I know that life is unfair, and certainly it is cruel. We've all been dealt different hands. All of them, with their own special advantages and disadvantages.
It would be wrong, to say, I know how you feel. Because I don't. I can't even imagine your life. I can't begin to even comprehend.
I do know this, however. It's true what they say, that, this too shall come to pass. And no pain shall last forever. So, that being said, stand firm.
And know this: You are stronger, than you can ever imagine. You are the best there ever was, and the best there shall ever be. There is nothing, NOTHING, that can withstand in the presence of your greatness. So, if you're going through hell, keep going. For if there is darkness, there surely is light. And if there is light then it must surely be me, for I love you, my beautiful, sweet, Marie.