If love is a feeling,
Why do I thought of you
throughout the night
without my emotional side?

If I made you feel thrown out?
why do I bother writing your name
all over the place
while loosing my pace?

If I told you why can't I feel it
why bother losing my sanity
over my kudini isn't a question
and wasn't an option, but a decision?

If I don't love you anymore?
how can you be so sure
I don't have it anymore?
and lingering for more?

if I only feel
but I do, dear.