I Don’t Want to let go.
My 1st Everything
Will be my only I say.
I want no other.
I dedicated my all to 1.
Will birth a child from this love.
I want no one Els.
My pride was high.
I don’t want to go around finding a different lover .
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Your first Will be so memorable!
I keep feeling Hurt that my 1st did not feel meaningful or magical.
I hurt that I won’t feel
What others have
For there 1st
Touch of love.
I stopped dwelling on that.
I realized that I too can have a great memory too .
In the future
I may come across some one
Who will give me the kiss I lust for.
Show me affection & love me
Like I seen in movies .
I may come across some one who will make me feel secure and happy with my body.
Whom won’t criticize judge & only point of the beautiful aspects they see in me.
I may come across someone who will make love to me the way I wished my 1st time would be.
Whom I can fully feel confident to undress and be myself because they never made me feel low about myself.
I may come across some one that treats me the way I deserve to.
Where we have trust & believe in eachother.
I have hope for another chance at love. Not now, in the future I look forward to finding true love.
Someone I can feel safe, happy, loved , wanted, respected & thought of (: