Oh I've been lyin
Not to you
But to myself
All those nights
I spend cryin
Not over anyone else
But for myself
You're always the one
That pays for everything
But I'm the one that
Ends up in debt
Oh I've been tryin
Not for us
But for my health
I've been biding
Time not for us
But for myself
You're always the one
That apologizes
But I'm always sorry