Cry baby bruises your skins all gone blue. I tried to unfold it to see what had happened to you. What had happened to me? Where was life going. Unusual thoughts More impulses growing. And suffocation that I never even noticed. But when I finally breathed I saw some unfurling lotus. And it occurred to me I had been putting off breathing Putting off living And so my body was aging. How could I have known Had I not just noticed And how can one alone Ever Come to a conclusio . Where's the adversary in heading towards death And why am I so easily forgetting To take my own breath.