You think you ugly. And you're far from it. You feel you're ugly. And you not near to it. Celebrities and entertainers feel this way. And many have pay greatly to attract good looks their way.
You compare yourself to models. Who is only superficial at best? Cause probably without makeup. They themselves are a hot mess. We know many has aa insecurity complex.
Even us, who isn't famous? For some reasons join their rank. Instead of believing we are beautiful in many ways. Instead we live behind a insecurity complex.
If beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Then you yourself must see yourself ,as magnificently gorgeous.