my heart is a many scarred plain each tells its own tale of misplaced trust and wanting to be loved misunderstandings and betrayal, many vengeful weeds watered with teary rain deep craters with pools of blood which had stopped hurting only existing as reminders that just one more might be enough for the whole thing to just break apart but i never did believe that lie i wore each **** with pride it took a while to realize that loving me was nobody’s job but mine but once that came, along came peace now only the silt of experience remains after forgiveness washed away my pain