you became my entirety of life.
and then like a ******* knife,
i had to cut you out-but who knows?
maybe you didn't mean to hit my ******* nose.
when i just get started-i feel fine.
i almost even forget you were mine.
but being ****** up is my favorite,
ill push my limits until i've made it.
what's love without some horrific pain?
this **** would turn stable people insane.
the comedown-i swear is the only part,
that shoots the pain back in my heart.
my mind is pleading- my body aches,
you're not here and my spirit breaks.
i'd ask you for help but you've gone away,
there's nothing on earth to make you stay.
i ******* hate being alive without you,
it's not even living- it's like i'm